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« Reply #250 on: Friday 18 December 2009, 02:20 PM »
Now start working at unbecoming  :D

Hi bashmaki and welcome to the forums! Im crystal palace and im also new here...Just as you, i too took up meditation as a result of experiencing pain, though of an emotional kind. Keep practising mindfulness and grow in the dhamma so that you can experience real happiness! Im working on it too!
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« Reply #251 on: Friday 18 December 2009, 04:41 PM »
Wecome gus,

I am sure you will find some help in having fellow meditators to discuss with as you have not any local connections in that way. This is exactly why Anders, the original founder formed this community and myself and others have kept it going.

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« Reply #252 on: Sunday 20 December 2009, 07:03 AM »
Hello All.
This is Anand from Mumbai/India. If you know "Hindi" language you will understand the meaning of my name..that is "Happiness" or more accurately "blissfulness".But till the age of 31 I was
only carrying the name with me and not the true meaning.I just finished the first ever course in vipassana at Dhammagiri/Igatpuri and it literally opened my eyes into the world of Reality followed by undiluted Happiness and Peace.I am very excited about carrying this beautiful thing and spreading the light of knowledge and joy to all.I am here to help and to get help from
fellow meditators.Hoping this also be a wonderful experience in future.
Love and Peace to all.
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« Reply #253 on: Sunday 20 December 2009, 03:24 PM »
Anand,
Welcome to the forum.

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« Reply #254 on: Sunday 20 December 2009, 08:39 PM »
Welcome Anand,

Keeping up the practice after a course can be tough but there are people here who will encourage you and if you hit an obstacle try and help. Looking forward to walking the path with you.

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« Reply #255 on: Monday 21 December 2009, 02:24 AM »
Howdy all,

My name is Keith. I spend most of my days working towards a degree in Environmental Science. The integrity of non-human life has always been my passion, but recently I've decided that I need to learn to extend my empathy to my own species. I know that I feel compassion during movies as I'm highly sensitive to emotional distress and violence, but somehow I tend to block out empathy in real life. Thus I fail to create close relationships and all kinds of painful mental states come out of that.

One day I'd like to be confident in my ability to genuinely care about others. For example, people who lack clean water or adequate nutrition. I suspect that my interests have been mainly rooted in fear (of illness and death) and anger (against injustice and a world that doesn't make sense) rather than compassion.

On the weekends I live and volunteer on a permaculture homestead nearby to learn about gardening and all the other tasks that are associated with living off the grid. I feel that this way of life is the best intersection of my values and needs and abilities, and I seek to spend more of my time living truly and less of it working for money. But those long-term plans are on the backburner for now, as I have real problems to deal with at school.

My inability to be present and appreciate what exists rather than what could be prevents me from studying and completing my work effectively. I'm always wasting time on the internet looking for knowledge, wisdom, and entertainment, leading to too many sleepless nights of writing half-hearted papers hopped up on caffeine (case in point: that I found this website in the first place) It seems my mind is always somewhere else, and unfortunately I carry this mentality with me into the garden. How can I create paradise while unwelcome fears/desires/regrets/etc assail me from within?

I hope I haven't divulged too much personal information at once. I thought it would be helpful for me to articulate some of the patterns I wish to examine on the cushion. And I know from experience that not having other people around to verify reality makes a person feel crazy after a while.

I had read about meditation years ago and attempted it for a while, but I never made it past the "This is boring - I can't concentrate for more than ten seconds" phase. I've recently read Daniel Ingram's _Mastering the Core Teachings of the Buddha_ and I'm currently reading _A Path With Heart_ by Jack Kornfield (which is apparently does not strictly pertain to Vipassana?). After poking around on this forum for a few days I've decided to take Matthew's advice to another member and focus on Samatha initially to build a base for Vipassana. Don't worry, I've already begun my practice!

If you've read this far, thanks! I hope we can provide support and direction for each other as we decondition our raging minds. I'm going to shut up and watch the breath now.

Peace,
Keith
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« Reply #256 on: Monday 21 December 2009, 02:46 AM »
Welcome Keith!

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« Reply #257 on: Wednesday 23 December 2009, 04:37 AM »
Keith,

I get where you're at. No need for apologies.

Glad you picked up on the need for Shamatha. Most people following the path, although trying to de-construct their ego is the goal, become so egotistically engaged with practice that they skip it, frankly.

After sitting 30 days, 14 hours a day of Shamatha on one retreat, all I can say is you can't do too much but it's very esy to do too little.

Welcome to the forums. Keeping up a regular practice is the first goal. It's boring at times and those times are when you often most need it and passing through the boredom gain most from it.

I trust you will continue to find inspiration.

In the Dhamma,

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« Reply #258 on: Saturday 26 December 2009, 02:30 PM »
Greetings to the vipassanaforum.net sangha. I came to your forum because of a very interesting email I received from Matthew, one of your moderators.  I look forward to getting to know this sangha better.

I am an anthropologist who studies mystics, mysticism and early Buddhist literature as a participant observer in the style of Bronislaw Malinowski.  This means I practice meditation informed by the suttas with the express purpose of becoming a mystic.  Consequently I have maintained a daily meditation practice for 37 years and attended well over 50 meditation retreats. I went into seclusion in the summer of 2004 to meditate more deeply and to study the suttas in their original language of Pali.  I returned to civilization to develop a subsistence in the summer of 2007.

While on that retreat I applied linguistic theory to my translation of the suttas and found there has been substantial language shift since its original redaction. I am presently preparing for publication a collection of my translations of the suttas that I believe represent the core concepts of the dhamma of Siddhartha Gotama.  That work is presently available on my website at the following URL:
http://www.greatwesternvehicle.org/

To me, there is no vipassana “practice,” nor shamata “practice.” Both are attainments (phala), which are the product of skillfully leading a contemplative life, which is what the Noble Eightfold Path attempts to describe.

I presently work as an archaeologist and archaeo-photographer doing fieldwork in the Southwestern USA.  This work supports my research into mystics, mysticism and early Buddhist literature.  In that work I am known as a “shovel-bum,” which means I have no home. Instead, I wander from archaeology project to archaeology project.  I am presently working on an archaeological survey of the Las Cienegas Riparian Preserve, which is near Tucson, Arizona, USA.  I expect to move soon to Ajo, AZ to work on another archaeology project for a few months, then head to the next, etc.

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« Reply #259 on: Saturday 26 December 2009, 08:13 PM »
Dear Jhanananda,

Welcome to the forums. Our understanding of BuddhaDhamma is remarkably similar. I was blessed to be taught by an Asian mystic who was not afraid of Shamatha practice. Indeed she described Shamatha practice as the "beginning, middle and end of the path". I do understand Shamatha as a practice (not separate from Vipassana but shades of grey), and the fruits of which are: Samadhi - or "one pointed mind", rapture - or meditative absorption (Jhannas), and the concomitant fruits of those attainments.

This instruction and my observations of "older students" - implying more "practiced" and therefore more "advanced" - whilst living in a Buddhist meditation centre in France for a year and a half, lead me to the conclusion that all "higher practices" usually only end up feeding the ego - and not cutting it's roots as good meditation practice must do.

Therefore, though eternally grateful to my Tibetan teacher, and whose rare honesty is a blessing which will ever be cherished, I decided that I would never undertake these so called "higher" practices.

We may have some semantic confusion regarding terminology but I do think we are both singing from pretty much the same songsheet - it is merely a matter of finding such semantic differences and clearing those up.

In regards to your studies as to the original meanings and intent of the Buddha's mission and teachings, if you have not read it, I thoroughly recommend you get hold of a copy of [amazonsearch]Rune E. A. Johansson's "The Psychology of Nirvana"[/amazonsearch] published by George. Allen and Unwin, 1969, London and subtitled "A Comparative Study of the Natural Goal of Buddhism and the Aims of Western Psychology".

It is rare and can be expensive but there are some paperback copies online for around $15 at the moment.

This book is perhaps the single most important work of Dhamma I have encountered in my life. Johansson lead an exceedingly interesting life, studying Sanskrit and Pali in Calcutta and undertook the work of documenting all the synonyms for Nirvana and some other Buddhist terminology in the Pali Cannon to create this masterpiece of study. It may inform your work greatly if you have not yet encountered it. He went on to lead the Swedish Defence Research Institute and also continued his Asian studies and publications.

Again, welcome to the forums. We are an eclectic bunch and I hope you will find the discussion here informative and also I look forward to hearing your contributions, though i understand your commitment to practice and itinerant lifestyle may limit or make sporadic your involvement.

In the Dhamma,

Matthew

ps Emailing you a link to a bookseller in NY who has a copy of the paperback reprint at $15 for your information.
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« Reply #260 on: Sunday 27 December 2009, 01:45 AM »
Thank-you Matthew for your kind and generous welcome. I have not heard of the book, Rune E. A. Johansson's "The Psychology of Nirvana" published by George. Allen and Unwin, 1969, London and subtitled "A Comparative Study of the Natural Goal of Buddhism and the Aims of Western Psychology." But, I have attempted to order it, but that order will not go through until the seller works out the endless loop in their web-ordering form.

Yes, as a shovel bum, I am in and out of town.  I am in town presently, but Monday morning I will be back in the field for a few days.  I will return to the city Wednesday evening and catch up on this and other forums.

I am prepared to believe that our interpretation of the dhamma is similar, and I am willing to consider the differences only semantical, and I am open to negotiating those semantics. 

The key difference in our way of writing might be based upon understanding practice, which is called ‘magga’ in Pali, verses attainment, which is called ‘phala’ in Pali.  Some schools conflated practice with attainment by saying ‘magga-phala’ or “practice is the same as attainment;” however, I disagree.  I believe there is a subtle but very important distinction to be made between practice and attainment.  That is, practice LEADS to attainment, but they are not the same thing.

The implication of this subtle detail is there is no practice that specifically leads only to insight ‘vipassana,’ verses another practice that leads only to absorption ‘shamata.’  We believe that by properly following the Noble Eightfold Path one gets both insight ‘vipassana’ and absorption ‘shamata.’

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« Reply #261 on: Sunday 27 December 2009, 02:17 AM »
I am prepared to believe that our interpretation of the dhamma is similar, and I am willing to consider the differences only semantical, and I am open to negotiating those semantics.  

The key difference in our way of writing might be based upon understanding practice, which is called ‘magga’ in Pali, verses attainment, which is called ‘phala’ in Pali.  Some schools conflated practice with attainment by saying ‘magga-phala’ or “practice is the same as attainment;” however, I disagree.  I believe there is a subtle but very important distinction to be made between practice and attainment.  That is, practice LEADS to attainment, but they are not the same thing.

The implication of this subtle detail is there is no practice that specifically leads only to insight ‘vipassana,’ verses another practice that leads only to absorption ‘shamata.’  We believe that by properly following the Noble Eightfold Path one gets both insight ‘vipassana’ and absorption ‘shamata.’


Jhananda,

You will find much of use in the book.

There is, I think, no difference in our understanding here. I too experience that practice leads to attainment. However I have described that attainment elsewhere as the attainment of letting go and not the attainment of accumulations.

It is the letting go and de-constructing of habit that leaves room for the natural flow of energy and the natural way of being to be established in the practitioner.

Shamatha and Vipassana are not two separate practices. Shamatha leads to calm abiding which leads to Jhannas which lead to effective insight. It's a road with a beginning, middle and end. Not two distant towns. Shamatha is impossible with no insight and effective insight is impossible without calm abiding.

In the Dhamma,

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« Reply #262 on: Sunday 27 December 2009, 05:18 AM »
Jhananda,

You will find much of use in the book.

There is, I think, no difference in our understanding here. I too experience that practice leads to attainment. However I have described that attainment elsewhere as the attainment of letting go and not the attainment of accumulations.

It is the letting go and de-constructing of habit that leaves room for the natural flow of energy and the natural way of being to be established in the practitioner.

Shamatha and Vipassana are not two separate practices. Shamatha leads to calm abiding which leads to Jhannas which lead to effective insight. It's a road with a beginning, middle and end. Not two distant towns. Shamatha is impossible with no insight and effective insight is impossible without calm abiding.

In the Dhamma,

Matthew
Well then, Matthew, it sounds like we are on the same page.

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« Reply #263 on: Tuesday 29 December 2009, 11:22 AM »
Well then, Matthew, it sounds like we are on the same page.

That has been clear to me for a long time. I have known of you since long before contacting you.

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« Reply #264 on: Tuesday 29 December 2009, 09:12 PM »
Hello to all..

I am a new vipassana meditator. I recently completed a course at Dhama Dipa in England. Although I am new to meditation, I have been on this path for a while now, since I was 17 really (Im 23 now).

Originally I wanted to persue meditation to gain more control over my mind; over the destructive habit patterns I couldn't break, my poor levels of concentration and will power and ego control. Now I see the accomplishment of these things as a side effect of something much greater. I look forward to participating in the forums.

Much metta,

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« Reply #265 on: Wednesday 30 December 2009, 06:22 AM »
Sublime,

Welcome to the forums. It is a great advantage to have touched the Dhamma with such youth. I look forward to your part in our discussions.

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« Reply #266 on: Thursday 31 December 2009, 09:48 PM »
Hi all,

having taking the "spiritual side of life alot more seriously in recent years i am finding that i am kind of moving away from the social life i used to lead and it has changed quite dramatically. At times i must say i feel quite lonely and isolated because of the fact that my interests have been minimized down to dhamma and nothing much else :S lol which at times with first starting i find frustrating that i cant get a buzz out the things i used but its just the life i now lead. For this reason i would like to meet people in my area who are interested in same thing and are also looking for "dhamma friends".

so if you are from the north of england, more specific durham or newcastle, it would be nice to be able to get to know you .

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« Reply #267 on: Friday 01 January 2010, 08:24 AM »
Hi johhny88

Welcome.

We have a very international mix of people in the forums. Not sure if anyone from the north of England is around - I'm a Londoner myself.

You are, of course, very welcome to join in our discussions yet for meeting others on the path in your area I would propose visiting Buddhist centres and groups until you find one that feels right for you.

We're a friendly bunch and most of the conversation revolves around issues of practice.

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« Reply #268 on: Tuesday 05 January 2010, 07:54 PM »
Hi,

My name is Bill and I live in New England. I took a Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction course at UMass Medical Center last year but have since gotten away from practicing meditation and I am working on getting back on track. I joined this community for support and to help keep me focused.

Thank you,
Bill

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« Reply #269 on: Tuesday 05 January 2010, 08:24 PM »
Bill,

Welcome to the community and forums. I'm going to change your display name so your email isn't on public record ( we value privacy here to allow proper communication without fear). Hope you don't mind me doing that but it seems the right thing to do.

If you have any trouble logging in send me an email to matthew at not@this.bit.com vipassanaforum.net and I'll work it out.

I know you will find support and friendship and understanding here - things we all need.

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« Reply #270 on: Sunday 10 January 2010, 10:16 AM »
Hello all.
My name is Anand.I live in Mumbai (India).I attended a 10 day course at igatpuri in december and has been practising regularly since.Although i have had similar questions and confusion
as all the beginners.After reading some of the posts on forums i must say,almost 10% of my doubts are clear.
This is a wonderful thing started by the compassionate people who want to help others, seeking the path of dhamma.
I am sure that i will get all the right guidance and support from all you good people.
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« Reply #271 on: Sunday 10 January 2010, 02:22 PM »
Hello all, my name is Nick and I have been meditating on and off for the past 8 months. I'd say my biggest struggle is motivating myself to get back to meditating after I take a break. Does anyone have any suggestions.

Welcome to the site Anand

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« Reply #272 on: Sunday 10 January 2010, 02:58 PM »
Hi Nick!

Welcome to the forum!

One way to get back to meditation after having taken a break is not to take a break at all!  :)  Actually I am serious.

You can make a strong determination that come what may, you will meditate daily for one year. If you are able to do that, then you will find yourself getting established in the practice firmly. After that, you will automatically want to practice daily because you will start enjoying the peace and equanimity it brings to you. So you will not have to make an effort to get yourself to meditate.

To give you an analogy, it is like growing a tree. When the seed is sown and the sapling comes out, it is very tender and requires great care. You need to create a fence around it to protect it from animals and other threats. But once it becomes a big tree, then it doesn't require care, in fact it starts taking care of you by giving you shade and fruits. The same is with your meditation practice. You will just have to be resolute enough in the beginning. After that the practice itself will take care of you.

So the only way to meditate continuously is to meditate continuously!  :D

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« Reply #273 on: Sunday 10 January 2010, 09:30 PM »
Hello Anand and Nick,

Welcome to both of you the forums. I hope you continue to find inspiration to practice and help with obstacles and understanding.

Nick .. I would kindly ask you post your question in the Dhamma: Meditation, Practice and the Path forum where you will get a wide variety of responses and help. This thread is usually reserved for introductions and welcomes.

Warmly, in the Dhamma,

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« Reply #274 on: Tuesday 12 January 2010, 03:02 AM »
Thanks for the welcome. TIB please excuse my ignorance. Crystal Palace, thanks for the analogy, I'll just have to keep trying I suppose.

 

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