Buddha then asked, "What do you think, Subhuti, does one who has entered the stream which flows to Enlightenment, say 'I have entered the stream'?""No, Buddha", Subhuti replied. "A true disciple entering the stream would not think of themselves as a separate person that could be entering anything. Only that disciple who does not differentiate themselves from others, who has no regard for name, shape, sound, odor, taste, touch or for any quality can truly be called a disciple who has entered the stream."Buddha continued, "Does a disciple who is subject to only one more rebirth say to himself, 'I am entitled to the honors and rewards of a Once-to-be-reborn.'?""No, Lord. 'Once-to-be-reborn' is only a name. There is no passing away, or coming into, existence. Only one who realizes this can really be called a disciple.""Subhuti, does a venerable One who will never more be reborn as a mortal say to himself, 'I am entitled to the honor and rewards of a Non-returner.'?""No, Perfectly Enlightened One. A 'Non-returner' is merely a name. There is actually no one returning and no one not-returning.""Tell me, Subhuti. Does a Buddha say to himself, 'I have obtained Perfect Enlightenment.'?""No, lord. There is no such thing as Perfect Enlightenment to obtain. If a Perfectly Enlightened Buddha were to say to himself, 'I am enlightened' he would be admitting there is an individual person, a separate self and personality, and would therefore not be a Perfectly Enlightened Buddha."
The Buddha never once categorically denied the self, that is, he never denied what we are most primordially. Where confusion enters the scene is when we try to approach self with various presuppositions. In other words, we want to conceive self. This conceiving of self is called âtma-mâna. It is also a view of self (âtmadrsti) which is always the wrong view of the self insofar as the self is unviewable. More specifically when we conceive self it becomes something not-the-self (anâtman), or the same, it becomes an aggregate (skandha). This aggregate then becomes attachment for us, which is suffering, since the five skandhas (pañcaskandha) are suffering (D. ii. 305), according to the Buddha.
It is easy to spot the Buddhists who stumble in the dark. They are the ones who call Buddhism a non-substance ontology or non-substantialist, these particular terms referring to the fact that the Buddha supposedly denied the atman or self, or for that matter, ultimate reality. When Buddhists not only stumble in the dark but fall is when they attempt to lay out the Buddha’s teaching minus an absolute or transcendent self, realized through gnosis. What they present, instead, soon begins to smell of nihilism which is the denial of transcendent reality. This opens the door to the belief that life has no meaning. Nihilism, I hasten to add, makes gnosis or jñâna also meaningless and not worth achieving.Judging from the Buddhist canon, itself, the evidence is just not there that the Buddha’s awakening did not behold the absolute if by absolute we mean ultimate reality as opposed to finite, transient existence. What he consistently taught from his gnosis, as the awakened one, is that the impermanent and suffering psychophysical body (the pañcaskandha) is not our true self. By comparison, Buddhist who stumble in the dark; who pose a strict non-substance/absolute doctrine would teach that all is a grand illusion or mâyâ—and leave it at that. But no such teaching exists in the canon. Those who stumble teaching such nonsense, we may conclude, prefer darkness to the light.
When we come across such phrases as “form is not-self (anatta)” or “feeling is not-self” this is no more a denial of self than saying the engine of the automobile is not a driver. We understand the driver to be totally different than the automobile and its various parts. By saying form is not-self, the Buddha is simply saying the true dharma or dhamma, i.e., the self, is not one of the Five Aggregates which, incidentally, belong to Mara the Evil One....a lot of Buddhists have been fed inaccurate information about the role of self in Buddhism, including negation (the via negativa). Given that Buddhism uses negation a great deal, such as the negation of the Five Aggregates which are not my self—and can never be my self, Buddhism also has a positive side which points to the absolute. Negation works, in fact, as a surefire method by which to approach the supreme positive, namely, the absolute.